Today for some reason has been a day full of reminiscing. I’ve been looking back on all that happened and I can say I’m not happy about any of it. From losing football to crazy ex girlfriends to meaningless friends to bouts of depression and so on. I’m not proud. It hasn’t been an easy road, but that isn’t an excuse. I just wish certain people were never a part of my life and I certainly wish things were different. Hopefully college will be the new start I need in life
Hi! Ask me anything….or just say hi….kinda feel unloved
I was watching the Batman movies today…. I compare to so many of the characters. I relate to all them. Batman couldn’t refuse poison ivy….he knew how dangerous she was for him yet he couldn’t refuse her…. I have a poison ivy in my life. Then, I relate to the Joker. The joker became the villain he was because too many things happened too quickly and he lost himself. He was once a happy normal guy, but the world destroyed him….that happened to me and I still feel like i am falling I don’t know if ill ever recover. Then I relate to Bane. Bane could cause terror with ease, and I have the same capability. If I snap, it will be ugly. And I feel like I can even relate to two face. Two face was destroyed by society and was the living proof that even the best can fall….that is like me after I lost the one thing I loved most in life. My life is crumbling before my eyes, and in the midst of picking up the pieces, I drop more and more and soon ill be broken down to the point that ill snap. Honestly, if and when I do, I fear for all of you…
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I’ve been so happy since you’re out of my life. You drove me nuts and made me feel crazy. I can’t stand you, you’ll amount to nothing and I’m happy you’re out of my life now
My whole perspective is changing…. I’ve messed up a lot in life, but who hasn’t? I never claimed to be perfect, but I wish I was. I try incessantly to help others and make people laugh and smile, often at my own expense. My life slowly was going to hell. Then, I found my way again. And it feels great. No more distractions, no more pain, no more suffering. Just happiness. I hope it can stay this way.
Smh I can’t stand people sometimes. Just wanna go back to retreat.
Life is….unsympathetic. If you are happy and well, life will see nothing but your tail lights. Scrape along and you’ll be neck-and-neck with no difinitive leader…. but crash and burn, and life will run you over. Life moves at this disturbing, monotonous pace while humans race and sweat and bleed in the hopes of getting in front of it. Life won’t stop to help you pick up the pieces…. Life doesn’t give a damn about me or you or anyone. It cares about nothing…… Just goes to show us that no one cares. It’s all a bull shit magic trick that fooled us pretty damn well. Life sucks, I didn’t sign up for this.
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